Sarah Ruhl, a distinguished American playwright, is the author of numerous plays, including In the Next Room (or the Vibrator Play) and The Clean House. Other works include The Oldest Boy; How to Transcend a Happy Marriage; a stage adaptation of Virginia Woolf’s Orlando; the collection 44 Poems for You; and the memoir Smile: The Story of a Face (Simon & Schuster, 2021). Ruhl teaches at the Yale School of Drama and lives in Brooklyn with her family.

On Homesickness

by Sarah Ruhl

What is your malady?

Asks the form at the community acupuncture clinic.
My pen hovers—so many to choose from:
the thyroid, the gut, the face.
I find myself writing instead:


Homesickness.


I hand in my form. I wonder if the doctor
with the needles will laugh at me,
but he says instead:


I am homesick too.


And then he puts needles in my ears and my ankles
and I fall asleep.
Around me, strangers sleep
needled dreams, under warm blankets.


And I think:
at home in the world.
The endless desire to be
at home in the world.